AlwaysArchitectsRuin If only you were here to hold my head above bloody watersWe could make it throughYou turned your back on me and now I do the same to youYou made me feel so hollowHow can the man that you looked up to turn around and say three words that hurt more than you’ll ever knowYou don’t know what it feels like to be in my shoesYou turned your back on me as I stood there and fell to the floorThis time there’s no reason for me to turn around and scream for helpBut if only you were here to hold my head above all those things you said to tie me downI’m looking for forgiveness for something that I didn’t even doHow can you call yourself and idol, a person to trust?How can I look so high up when you’re always holding me down?