LostCounterpartsThe Difference Between Hell and Home As far back as I can remember, the failure was always there.It was the only real companion that I have ever had.Not meant to live like this.Consciousness is nothing more than a vicious cycle, and I am being bled dry by my conviction.I’ve spent my life trying to find my confidence, and found absolutely nothing.Life is a lost cause.Too weak to carry on.I wish I’d never met who I once was.Not meant to live like this.Pursuing the love in all that I have lost, but I have left myself neglected, deserted from the start.Longing for a chance to wander; a chance to chase my aspiration.When you’re devoid of feeling, you just do as your told.Hatred is exhausting, but it’s all I’ll ever know.