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• Samsas Traum
• Heiliges Herz - Das Schwert Deiner Sonne

Did you ever think about killing yourself?

Yes, many times ; because I don’t worship this existence. So therefore

it’s the ; it’s a driving force for me ; is to die. It’s the only power I can

get, you know, from ; the only reason why I’m still here is because

I want to die in a certain way. And I want to achieve some things.

I wouldn’t dare to die with a weak soul, I wouldn’t dare to die with a

human goodness or a human light in my mind.

It’s just that I want to clean my soul a little bit from the shit here, so ;